My online diary from the time of the greatest ordeal of my life till the time I rise to the challenge again.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Teri Hatcher Insults Filipino Doctors/ Medicine Schools in Desperate Housewives
In the Premiere of Desperate Housewives(Season 3) Teri Hatcher made a remark about Filipinos - doctors/nurses. She was talking to her doctor and then she said "Okay, before we go any further, can I check those diplomas? Coz I would just like to make sure they are not from some med school in the Philippines."First of all I'm a huge fan of the series and no one could ever ban me from watching it, it's absolutely hilarious and full of racial slurs. Gabrielle Solis' maid who is Chinese was always insulted in the series because of her ethnic origin. The Applewhites, the black (or should I say colored? hehe) family, in the Wisteria Lane neighborhood was often suspected of doing misdeeds just because they are "different" as the series may suggest. I think we should not mind Teri Hatcher's remarks and should laugh out loud. American shows does that all the time. We should be intelligent enough and should learn from our mistakes from the "Filipino" biscuits controversy and Claire Danes' remarks. We should bury the hatchet of false Filipino pride and make use of or True Filipino Pride into productive use by improving the state of our economy.The Filipino doctors, who are graduates of Filipino schools, and Philippine med schools should prove to the world that they're good and the best in the world, as one friend commented. As long as there are no flags burned, which is done by half of the world to the American flag, I think the Filipino has a place in the world arena
Monday, October 01, 2007
They Asked me to Sing (and Dance, too!): The Bagaberde Episode
There we were, last September 29, braving Typhoon Hannah on it's alert warning signal no. 1. It's been weeks of planning until Au arrived from Dubai last Friday, with no definite itineraries of our nightout.The Residencia cousins went out of Bulacan to paint the town red which started with a sumptous dinner at Gerry's Grill, Mall of Asia as the Saturday round of fireworks lit up the sky that seem to welcome us to our reunion.As usual, the gimmick night won't be complete without the endless photo sessions ranging from elevator shots to parking lot shots. We also went to the Sofitel Philippine Plaza where Mr. Park, our friend from Korea, stayed. The gang can't help but wonder at the longest buffet in Metro Manila at Spiral. We are still undecided on where we will go on that fateful night. Endless deliberations on either the group would split or we'll go together. We finally decided to got to Pier One Roxas but it seems like it's reeeking with people and the ambience is totally bland and dull. We shifted to the nearby Bagaberde instead which featured the bands Dress Down Friday and the Hyperbeat. Au negotiated with the Bagaberde management for a discount since we're 17 persons all in all at the 250 peso entrance rate. It turned to be a smart decision. So there we were, gulping pitchers of Cuba Libre and Screwdriver while others were into beer. When the Hyperbeat band played, I was so shocked when a girl member of the band just pulled me to the stage and asked me to dance with them. The semi-erotic (yuck) dance number left me gasping for breath since it's highly-energized and because of the cigarette smoke that fills the air. On their third or fourth number, Hyperbeat asked me to join them again. This time the girls asked me if I know how to sing, I answered with a hand signal, that reminded me of how the French signals "a little" or "un peu". The girl in the black top seem to misundertood what I said that it nearly reavealed my true sexual identity (haha). The male member of the band asked me if I know "Just Once" by James Ingram. And my unprecedented performance began. The once formal tone of Bagaberde was turned into a comic ambience of ZIRKOH! The gang just roared into cheers when I hit the high notes that I am not hearing my voice anymore. After my number, the group acknowledged the presence of Ms. Dinna Bonnevie in the crowd that drove me nuts. Knowing that Ms. D watched me sing made me melt and sent shivers down to my spine! During Dress Down Friday's second set they also asked me to join them and this time it's a snafu (Systems Normal All Fucked Up!). I don't know the lyrics of another James Ingram song. A very handsome member of the group in the person of "Archie" was there to help me out but we just can't pull it off.
Dress Down Friday's repertoire is mostly R and B mixed with pop and house music tunes. Archie nicely belted out popular songs such as my favorite Freestyle's "Half Crazy" and Get Far's "Shining Star". They even tried Sean Kingston's "Beautiful Girl" that made us get off our seats and groove to the music. Hyperbeat's tunes are more 80's with a mix of popular tunes such as "Umbrella". Hyperbeat charmed their audience by their comedy antics that even Ms. D danced with them onstage.
Whew! That was a night. It all ended up at 4 am. It'll be part of Residencia's history. Hope we could do this more often if only everyone's here with us and not abroad. Thank you very much, Au. For this, Residencia's gimmick would never be the same again.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Mes Aliments Preférés: 100 of My Favorite Gastronomic Treats
I was so inspired by Ari Bancale’s blog on his favorite food, omgirl45’s passion for food and Melvyn Isidro’s new look of Cheesecake Melliza that I’ve decided to do my very own food blog. Contrary to my previous post, I have not included a French dish because I have never eaten an authentic French dish myself (sad truth, I ate at a pizzeria, at a McDonald’s joint, and ate Secretariat and hotel food in
1. Lava cake at Plato Platina (MOA and Blue Wave Macapagal): scorching hot fudge brownie with freezing cold vanilla ice cream on top, simply romantic
2. Paella of our Socials Director Mr. Raymond Toledo
3. Buttered fan clams of Dencio’s
4. Spicy seafood jambalaya of Gumbo’s (MOA and The Block)
5. Everything as in everything at Hussein’s (Serendra, Bonifacio High Street): I never liked Arabic food until Hussein’s.
6. Sushi and maki at Nambantei’s (
7. Hainanese chicken at the Heritage Hotel
8. Ilustrado Restaurant’s bagnet: just visit your doctor afterwards hehe
9. Aling Nene’s barbeque (
10. Reyes barbeque (
11. Yellow Cab anchovies pizza
12. Rai-rai Ken’s sushi on a bed of “lato” seaweed (only at Rai-rai Ken SM City Cebu)
13. Tapsilog Queen at Tapa King
14. Rainbow salad at the Rainbow Connection (Malate): a dieter’s treat
15. Tom yang soup at Dusit Thani (Glorietta)
16. Noodles at Li Li Restaurant (Hyatt Hotel and Casino)
17. Sweet and our pork with kangkong with bagoong at Chowking
18. The Shangri-la Makati breakfast: feast like a king
19. Ensaymada and coffee at The Manila Diamond Hotel lobby!
20. Country breakfast at Pancake House
21. Bibingka at Bibingkahan sa Dos (Sta. Rosa, Marilao Bulacan)
22. Green mangoes with bagoong at the Mall of Asia
23. Chicken tocino super meal at Jollibee
24. The good ol’ BigMac at McDonald’s
25. Jollibee Chickenjoy: I just had one today
26. Bud-bud meals and Nightclubbero meal at Bakahan at Manukan (
27. Oysters at Marina (
28. Korean beef stew rice at Chiggy’s (Remedios and MOA): heavenlymeeh’s treat
29. Mojo potatoes at Shakey’s
30. Hamburger at Manila Hotel
31. Beef misono at Tokyo Tokyo
32. “Sipa” at Wok-In (Adriatico Malate and
33. Jonas pares (Sampaloc,
34. Salads at Antonio’s (Tagaytay): posh and sosi
35. Tawilis breakfast at Taal Vista Hotel (Tagaytay)
36. Steak at Tagaytay Highlands: you’ll be askin for more
37. Bangus fiesta platter at Bangus Restaurant (MOA)
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39. Popcorn and lemonade at Musclebeach (Ayala malls)
40. Shabu-shabu at a local restaurant in Sabae,
41. Caesar salad with seaweed at Albert restaurant in
42. McDonald’s burger with wasabi mayo in
43. Malate street shawarma ni Manang (
44. Spicy Norwegian salmon maki at Teriyaki Boy
45. Suman with Tsokolate “Eh” breakfast at Café Adriatico (Malate): sumptuous delight but so expensive
46. Salzburger knuckle, a dessert, at the Mandarin Oriental (
47. Chocolate cake ay Circle’s Shangri-la Makati
48. Vietnamese spring rolls of the Vietnamese Embassy: catch it at the International Bazaar Foundation at the PICC Forum on November 25.
49. Soft roll bread of the Asian Development Bank Canteen (Ortigas)
50. Grillades at Sutokil (Mactan, Cebu):
51. Churittos and the
52. Paella at Casa Armas (Malate and
53. Whopper at Burger King: kailangan pa bang imemorize yan?
54. Longganisa from Vigan, Lucban and
55. Malaysian laksa and nasi “mani”: hehe
56. Potato salad at Almon Marina (Park Square 2 Makati and MOA)
57. Julie’s bibingka and puto bumbong (Sta. Maria, Bulacan): limited engagement only
58. Bon’s, Jennie’s, Daboy’s pork chicharon (Sta. Maria Bulacan): guilty pleasures just watch out for your cholesterol count
59. Baguette of Delifrance: I don’t know if this is French!
60. Congee, tofu and lumpiang toge at the National Shrine of the Divine Mercy Canteen (Marilao, Bulacan): especially on a rainy day
61. Tita
62. Russian embassy’s caviar in Fita biscuits: very expensive
63. Samurai crepe of the Mandarin Hotel: always a treat at a Singaporean Embassy reception
64. Goldilock’s fresh lumpia
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66. UST’s parking lot hamburger: now extinct
67. Aling Oying’s lumpiang shanghai, tocino and nilagang baka (Sta Maria, Bulacan): my weekend getaway
68. Kuya Rolly’s (my collegue) Bicol Express: a lunch treat!
69. Pretzel’s at Auntie Anne’s
70. Beef and tuna turnovers at Brownie’s
71. Cheesecake Melliza’s carrot cake and cheese cakes (Glorietta 4): simply heaven
72. Cinnabon cinnamon bread
73. Smokey’s taco dog (The Philippine Heart Center)
74. Rockefeller oysters at Bubba Gump (
75. Curry, curry and curry at Prince of Jaipur (MOA, The Fort)
76. More curry, more curry and more curry at Bollywood (
77. Mixed tempura of Haiku (
78. Fajitas of Soul Food (then
79. Whatever we ate at Burgoo’s (MOA)
80. Eng Bee Tin and Echague hopia
81. Buttered/a la pobre shrimps at Taste Asia
82. Lobster bisque of Manila Hotel
83. Chocolate desserts at Max Brener (
84. Java chip frapuccino and Belgian waffles at Starbuck’s
85. Café mocha and croissants at Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf
86. Brewed coffee and choco honey dipped donuts at Dunkin Donuts
87. Coney dog and rootbeer at A & W restaurants: are these still around?
88. Crispy kangkong of Dencio’s (
89. Pork sinigang at Mang Inasal (
90. Bizu’s canapés with cottage cheese: Malacanang treat
91. Iranian pistachios: Christmas treat
92. Australian fish and chips
93. Krispy Kreme donuts; sige na nga!
94. Mozart chocolates from
95. Hawaiian macadamian nut chocolates
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98. Kimchi at Kaya Restaurant
99. Inang Nene’s carabao adobo: an All Saint’s Day treat, I miss this!
100. Eurobake’s inipit and ensaymada (Malolos, Bulacan)
Photo credits: Melvyn Isidro of Cheesecake Melliza, Glorietta 4
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Cuisine Française
I'm back at my french class and our lesson last Monday was aliments francais (French food) What I don't like about the French language is that everything has a gender (yes, as in everything, as in le poulet (chicken) is masculine, la salade (salad) is feminine, and you can't guess the gender as in Espanol, you have to consult your good old dictionnaire). There is even a French bureau which primary responsiblity is to assign if a word/object is indeed a male or female ( the latest being the computer (l'ordinateur as masculine). The class was divided into to groups and we were tasked to do either a diet menu, a vegetarian menu or a gourmet menu. Being a protocol officer, I took advantage of this "kaartehan" and came up with this invention:
Menu pour homme qui fait regime pour maigrir
(Menu for a person who wants to lose weight)
- Entree Salade de Radis avec Vinaigrette d'Olive (Radish Salad With Olive Vinaigrette)
- Soupe Consomme a L'oignon (Onion Consomme)
- Plat Principal (Main Course) Thon Grillade avec Riz Rouge et Tofu (Grilled Tuna with Red Rice and Tofu, sosyal!)
- Fromage (Cheese) Yaourt aux Kiwis (Yoghurt with Kiwis, my initial reaction was why in the world would a yoghurt based dish be included here, the French are so weird!)
- Dessert Compote De Banane sans Sucre (Boiled Bananas in Sugar-free sauce, in Tagalog: minatamis na saba pero wag gagamit na asukal yun lang yun!)
I don't know if I'll enjoy such treat but we pulled it off. The French are really soooo weird!
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Can a Heart Still Break Once it Stopped Beating?
I know you’ll never get to read this. But I wanna write this anyway. I can’t believe it’s been a year. Our simple joys of museum hopping last year has been turned into a Boracay getaway this year. Our simple lunch at the outskirts of Intramuros Parian has turned into a grand celebration at a posh Boracay joint.
Everything changed since. Your thoughts has never changed though. You’re still the person I knew sans the kuripot lifestyle. I’ve always want to travel with you but the idea never prospered. We both know the reason what’s keeping us from running away.
It’s been a year since Louie’s birthday. You should see her, full of life and hope. Is there a possibility you’ll meet her again? I still remember how we laugh at the Happy Birthday Louie spiel in the parlor games. These are all part of our past. The history that has been haunting me in my dreams every night.
Am I over you? Can a heart still break once it stopped beating?
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
The Magic That is Kapamilya Deal or No Deal
I remember hearing my flatmates (my flat has 4 floors) clapping to the beat as Ms. Kris Aquino’s 26K grooving to the game show’s theme while the briefcases are being brought down. The claps were in two sets depending on households if they subscribe to cable television or not (the claps of the cable subscribers including moi were a bit delayed haha).
I remember that time when we were all excited on the premiere of the new show including my ex screaming to the top of our lungs “NO DEAL” while comfortably watching primetime television last year. I remember when my mom, dad, bro and sis can’t seem to understand the mechanics of the show that they ought to watch GMA 7’s Captain Barbell instead. It’s a good thing we had 4 television sets. These were the times when I was stuck in Bulacan, unable to work because of you know what happened, strapped to a rocking chair all day trying my luck on being the next text partner.
I remember texting everyone “NO DEAL” expecting that they’re watching the same show. I didn’t really like Ms. Kris Aquino. I find her too frank and so comfortable with her contestants that sometimes she tends to offend them. And the real spectacle was how revealing her gown went thus far. Good thing she’s out of GKNB. In spite of all of these KDOND has been part of my daily routine especially in the brink of self-pity and feeling of worthlessness.
Back to tonight’s episode, I became inspired of how the contestant became so confident that the 2M is in his briefcase. I wept while jumping when the briefcase was opened knowing he truly deserves it because of his faith. Indeed God is Great (Allah or whatever he is called in 99 names and more). As Ms. Aquino revealed that they are nearing the defunct of the show, I believe in her statement that they continue to inspire the Filipino people as clearly depicted in this episode particularly in bridging the gap between the clash of faiths.
I would like to commend Ms. Aquino, the staff and crew of KDOND, Endemol and ABS-CBN for a job well done. Continue to raise the standards of prime time television especially in this era of game show scam speculations and stiff ratings competition. I would also like to thank you for being with me through the tough times. Bravo!
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Full Circle
In the last 3 months I've been through a lot of partying ang shopping just to keep me busy. I'm addicted to Zara Man clothes and invaded their branch at the Mall of Asia since they opened last 17 August. My deskwork has been piling up and everything seems to normalize once again.
I think I've reached the full circle. Everything comes back to where it once began, with the hope of a brighter tomorrow
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Flashbacks: June/juin/Junio/Hunyo
Reminiscing last year, I was soaking wet as I was sipping wine at the same venue. All the preparations for the grand event were ruined as rain poured and guests were squeezed inside the covered parts of the Coconut Palace. I didn't finish the party last year for my ex and I are scheduled to watch the ZsaZsa Zaturnnah Ze Musikal that time at the Tanghalang Huseng Batute. CCP Figaro was still open that time (the hell that they closed it!) and there are still a few restaurants at the Harbor Square. We were having coffee just before the show as the fireworks go off at the Coconut Palace signalling the end of the Italian reception. It was cold and raining that time but I have someone to cuddle up with.
Friday, June 08, 2007
Suicide ala Bridget Jones
Medicine Intake: Coumadin 2.5 mg, Lifezaar 50 mg,Aldazide 50? mg, Norvasc 5 mg
The day's Cigarette Intake: 5
Alcohol Intake for the week: 6
Present Whreabouts: Eclipse Gym Malate (yes, they have wifi too)
Last Night's Whereabouts: a secluded bar with loud music and fuzzy smoke
Activities today: a lotta hullabaloos of work in the office, blogging at the gym while doing 215 lbs of deadlift, 90 lbs of military press and -55 p
lbs of military pull ups
Contemplating on: disappearing if not forever.. even just for a year, a month or even a week.
Suicide? Sorry to disaapoint you guys but I failed almost everyone. I failed my friends (Cielo, if you're reading this I'm terribly sorry), I failed my family (if my mom would ever read this, I know she'll kill me), I failed the one I love most and most of all I failed myself.
The crap that I was discussing on miracles, being nice and all of those dramas seem to have no effect to me now. I am so weak when it comes to the lure of my former lifestyle. The Pre-enchanted Kingdom days were full of deception and superficial happiness. It seems to come back now.
I've realized that all my life.. It seems that I've been all alone. That the one I've loved was never mine.
Call me pathetic. But I really don't care anymore.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
What I've Been Doing Lately
My life became more exciting after my break-up. It seems like I’ve been catching up on what I’ve not done during the past year. I already said I’m back at my gym, which focuses on strength training rather than aesthetics.
I’ve been bugging my ex from time to time of broken promises, lost time and things that I’ve not done when we’re still together. Call that bitterness, but that’s my way of coping up. I’m heavily dating. But I just can’t get the ***** outta my head. I just wish there’s a machine which will make forget everything that happened.
I’ve signed up for French class this year. Ma classe de francais est le lundi et le mecredi à cinq heures jusqua huit heures tous les jours. ( My French class is every Mondays and Wednesday from 5 pm until 8 pm everyday. Hehe). My teacher Mlle. Alix celebrated her birthday last 23 May. I remember David Sedaris’ book “Me Talk Pretty One Day”. I just can’t fully grasp the intricacy of the French language that my head would ache at the end of the 3 hour class. But I guess it is working. Now my favorite tv station is TV cinq monde! Mlle. Alix’s vacation in Bohol is a welcome relief. We won’t have classes till June 14! Ouuuuaaaaiiisssss!
The elections just wound up in Bulacan. Amidst the heavy campaign, my Tito Bon lost the vice mayoralty race in Sta. Maria. But that might be a blessing in disguise. I finished Prison Break Season 2 and Wentworth Miller just pulled it off. I can’t help but mimic the way he pronounces “Sarah Tancredi”. I am still going gaga over my Havaianas that now reached its 10th pair and still counting.
Now I’m still hoping for the best. I wanna throw away all the hurt past me. I’m on a fight against depression. I work vigorously and I keep cigarettes and alcohol out of my mind.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Holier than thou
Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love.
But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person..
How beautiful it will be when the RIGHT ONE comes along. (Thanks goofy5 of g4m for that very nice thought, but how would you know if that person is the wrong one?)
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How to make you’re your life miserable on a Maundy Thursday:
1. get trapped on a NLEX traffic, lunchtime, onboard an open air bus to Bulacan
2. listen to Patti Austin’s “If I Believe” and Daniel Bedingfield’s “ If You’re
Not the One”
3. read Nick Hornby’s “High Fidelity” e-book on your pda phone
4. receive a mms message from Merboy on the boat circumstances on his way to Puerto Galera
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Holyweek 2007 is not that bad really. The Residencia peeps (actually just five of us Michelle, Jason , Arlene, Bong and moi) wandered Bulacan for our traditional Visita Iglesia after the annual Gulod Pabasa
( which by the way celebrated its 50th anniversary. More photos at
http://rv109creek.multiply.com/photos/album/21) The highlights of the said religious activity is as follows:
1. The Saint Michael the Archangel Parish in Constantino, Meycauayan Bulacan boasts of it’s intricately wood-carved altar with gold inlays. The church itself is made of limestone that cools the place. It is also rather unusual that we start the visita at this point.
2. The Holy Cross of Wawa Parish in Bocaue Bulacan is well known for the Pagoda Festival and the Miraculous Cross that it houses.
4. The outlined light of the Church of Saint Idelphonse amazes us while we are on our way. The church is also newly renovated.
6. The historical Barasoain Church captivated me with it’s majestic ceilings that remained witness to Asia’s first Constitution. On our way home, we grabbed a box of the famed “inipit” (which is by the way so expensive, 350 pesos a box!)
7. Back to homebase, the newest addition to our parish, Immaculada Concepcion, is the tomb style stations of the cross.
I have also recorded videos regarding this holy week. It's my journey through the attraction at the Church of the Mother of the Eucharist at San Vicente, Bulacan and the "Prusisyon", the Good Friday tradition in Sta. Maria Bulacan. Enjoy guys.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Aftershocks
Baguio. Last 21-22 March, my boss and I went to Baguio, It turned out to be boring. I enjoyed the 14 hour bus ride (we didn’t ride a chopper this time) better than my 12 hour stay there. I just bought a box of strawberry jams and 3 kilos of fresh ones and chocolate flakes.
Trim. It started out as a challenge. My ex said (this is when we’re still together, while looking at the cover of ICON magazine, where there is bunch of bare-chested guys): “You (your body) were never like that and you’ll never be like that”. I was barred to work out for year. But guess what: I’m back.
Eclipse. I enrolled at the Eclipse Gym (www.eclipsegym.com), Mabini last March 3. It’s a La Sallista (Taft that is hehe) gym where people sport havaianas and basketball uniforms (yes, no rubber shoes allowed in the gym area). I was told that athletes of the NBA workout barefooted in their gym. I’ve like 4 types of exercises in a session which is thrice a week. The gym doesn’t have instructors but coaches that don’t believe that my condition should impede my workout. A friend of mine saw me and he can’t believe that I’ve gained a lot of weight. All I said was: “That’s why I’m back! See you in May. (haha)
Havaianas. Arvy and Ness’ dad just came from Brazil and he bought every Havaianas flip flops that he could grab (and Ipanemas too). I bought the almoana(?) and surf style pairs to complement my existing blue pair. I just love it. And it became part of my bathroom door décor.
Happy. The question is am I happy? The answer is YES I AM. I’m a survivor remember. Someone asked me that if there’s a song that would describe how I am now that would be The Last Time by Eric Benet (thanks to my friend Red for introducing the song to me). Kudos!
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
A Eulogy for a Lost Love
"Never knew I could feel like this. Like I've never seen the sky before"
The first time I saw you, there's nothing extraordinary
But there's this spark that I saw in your eyes
We were not given a chance then
To know each other more
After two years I saw you again
Now the magic stayed
And became enchanted to your smile
We braved the rapids of Rio Grande
And dared to walk in Victoria Park and Brooklyn
We held our hands under the blue moon
And very grateful that at least
we're under it, at times that we're apart
"I want to vanish inside your kiss, everyday I love you more and more"
We learned to dream and soar high
We dreamed of a living in a place very far
Where lights never falter
We dreamed that we could explore the world together
We shared our thoughts on almost everything
We cared so much for Chinese Taipei
Even agreed that ASEAN should have a single currency
And argued on Ada's fate in a musical
Geography, the Arts and History are our passion
We went to museums on every occasion
We stared at works of art for hours
Even elaborated historical dioramas on top of our lungs
We argued on the differences of a country and a state
And agreed that Puerto Rico will never be a part of the United Nations parade
Even though it has a Miss Universe representative
"Listen to my heart can you hear it sing? Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring, I love you, until the end of time
Suddenly the world seem such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
And all revolves around you"
Then tragedy struck
I kept my condition from you
as long as I can bear
You held me in your arms in my hospital bed
Valentine's was canceled that year
Instead I was brought to the cardio vascular unit
You made me live again
You've been so patient
Even though at times of self-pity
I shoo you away
You gave me a reason to live again
To fight for my life
To fight for you and my family
I embraced immortality
Just by having you by my side
When we're in each other's arms
Life seems so simple
I felt safe
I felt secure
I felt important
I felt like I'm the most beautiful person in the world
I felt like I'm irreplaceable
"And there's no mountain to high, no river too wide
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
I love you until the end of time
I will love you until my dying days"
But whatever happened to paradise?
You left me at the wake of my ultimate sadness
I gave you time to think
And became ready to any eventuality
In spite of that, I thank you for your honesty
I believe you have fulfilled your mission
I believe God sent an angel in your person
To wake me up and be closer to Him
Thanks for the memories
I will love you forever
So what happens now?
We better not ask anymore
I'll miss you
In memory of a lost love
(January 10, 2006 - February 6, 2007)
Belated Happy Valentine's to Everyone