Thursday, April 17, 2008

The Night When Everyone Got a Text Message

Last night, eevryone close to me got this text message

"Everytime I go to the doctor, it seems that I'm always reminded that my time is running out. And I dread every moment of it. Ive got too much diuretics in my system that I don't know if the results would turn out to be fine. I try to be happy and do the things that I could afford to do evryday but the constant fear always engulfs me every time this moment comes. I'm texting this not because of drama, worry or panic for for your support and prayers"

The same message also goes out to you readers of my blog. I may look strong and invincible but deep inside when I'm alone I need someone to vent all my feelings out.

Good news is: the results turned out to be just fine. :)

And speaking of seizing every moment that I feel fine, the two and a half hour spa session after the doctor's consultation didn't hurt. Hayyy, ang sarap dito sa pupuntahan ko :)

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1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Sometime ago my best friend gave me this poem...I thought you may like it.

One night I dreamed a dream.
I was walking along the beach with my Lord. Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonging to me and one to my Lord.

When the last scene of my life shot before me I looked back at the footprints in the sand. There was only one set of footprints. I realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life. This always bothered me and I questioned the Lord about my dilemma.

"Lord, You told me when I decided to follow You, You would walk and talk with me all the way. But I'm aware that during the most troublesome times of my life there is only one set of footprints. I just don't understand why, when I need You most, You leave me."

He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you, never, ever, during your trials and testings. When you saw only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you."